08/22/2007 (Health Related)
I guess I am an addict, to nicotene or whatever. Not so easy to just not smoke, but the pipe comes in handy. I mean at least I am not puffing on 40 cigarettes each day, just maybe five or six pipe fulls of tobacco.
The nerves are easier, though not complacent. Still getting rattled but [...]
08/21/2007 (Health Related)
Well one whole day with nothing to smoke but my pipe… yes pipe tobacco, none of the funny tobaccy. Still it was interesting, the stress or nervousness is a little bit less, but still there.
Work went okay, least writing was alright, but I can still feel rather uptight. Not sure if that is from the [...]
08/20/2007 (Health Related)
The hardest part so far seems the morning, right after that first cup of coffee. Man do I crave for a cigarette, but that went last night. Only 1 cigar left, and I suppose part of this whole kicking of the habit, is ignoring those cravings, or routines.
I am a creature of habit too, which [...]
08/19/2007 (Health Related)
Tomorrow will be day one without a thing to smoke. As it is, just cutting back so drastically has made me irritable and angry. This is not going to be a fun ride, and I pity everyone around me, because I have a hunch that this irritability will only get worse, before it gets any better.